I’m reaching a limit
sometimes it get’s too much
nothing is ever definite
let’s just leave it as such.
Sometimes I can’t react
when I know that it’s helpless
it’s all I do, I act
and I convince myself it’s all harmless.
On lonely nights
’till the break of dawn
I am alone, or so I have thought,
it’s too much, even in tiny bites
I don’t see it, I am a pawn
for a long time myself I have fought.
I delude myself, but I am incomplete,
there will always be a piece missing,
what is it, it’s so bittersweet
it’s eccentric , I have a feeling.
The missing part won’t be found
until I lay my dreams in the ground
I will remember all the nightmares
too long it’s been, it ensnares.
Off all the beautiful sites
this has spawn,
on myself I have brought
all the sorrows, with no lights
it’s all that I own,
or so I have thought?